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Sep. 4th, 2012

the keys to my heart

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I booked the studio for Tuesday, Sept 11th from 11am to 2pm. The pay for the session is $125. I will be providing the clothes, you will keep the clothes but not the shoes. The setups are, Sheer nun costume on a painted angel backdrop White bridal outfit, pearls and gloves in a chair near a window. ----- i finally get to fulfill my fantasy of being shot as a pregnant nun.

Jul. 16th, 2012

the keys to my heart

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“It was that I had started having sex, and that sex didn't feel like enough, and no emotions were really enough, I didn't feel.... it's like there was always something I wanted to break out of, feel more, be more connected to another person, something more honest... and in kind of a moment of wanting to find something honest, I grabbed a knife, and I cut him and he cut me back, and we had this exchange, and then somehow ...covered in blood and my heart was racing and it was dangerous and life... and... and it suddenly felt more honest than whatever this sex thing was supposed to be, this connection between two people was supposed to be. So I went through a period of when I would feel trapped, I'd cut myself because it felt like I was releasing something, and that it was honest.

I had a desperate need, which I think most artists do, to communicate... to feel that whatever it is inside me, cutting or going crazy or whatever it is I'm feeling,... there's something inside of us, we wanna reach out, we wanna talk to each other, we wanna throw our emotions and our thoughts out and hope that we make some sense or we get an answer... we want to just emote and hope there'll be a response.”
― Angelina Jolie
the keys to my heart

September 2012



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